I'm a (closeted) Lazy Girl

I have to confess.... I am sorta a lazy gal.

Meaning that if I don't have a to-do list, or I don't have any expectations, I can get really lazy and then things start falling by the wayside and before you know it I have dishes piled up, laundry coming out of the basket and my kids are watching too much tv.

It's just a fact of my life.

Therefore it's best if I have a firm grip on my life and keep myself busy.

This means that I need to write down things I need to get done, this means I need to be going non-stop and that I stay on top of my game.

Odd, I know.

I never really thought of myself as an all-or-nothing person, but apparently I am.

A year back I started slacking on my blog and then I started planning less and less activities for my kids to do.

It's not that I ignored my blog or my children for that matter (never, for the record... never.) I just slacked a bit.

Now that I'm back in school and we have a set schedule for Roo's school, it seems like all I do is go go go go go go go...

And I like it.

I seem to be more productive.

I have even taken on more tasks and I don't mind.

Sure, I have my moments where I flip the F out about how much is on my plate.

But having so much to do helps me manage my panic/anxiety attacks (of course, it brings them on sometimes... I'm still trying to find a healthy balance), it doesn't leave me much time to contemplate the downfalls in my life or be miserable about it.

I'm definitely not saying anything is perfect, but I'm working on it.

And I'm doing everything I can to keep that lazy girl at bay, I just don't have time for her drama.