The total weight gain of my first pregnancy is known by exactly three people... and one of them is me.
All you'll ever learn from me is that it was not good... at. all.
And it feels like this pregnancy is going to be a repeat of the first. While the first two trimesters were great with very little weight gain, my third trimester seems to be making up for lost pounds.
I know part of the reason is that sometimes I am hungry all the time. It's just hit me like a ton of bricks and all I want to do is eat.
Sometimes I'm strong enough to resist, others... not so much.
Sometimes it's sweets and others it's fruit... or lately, hot ham and cheese sammiches.
I think I should never be given leave to gain any weight, ever.
And I know that I'm pregnant, I'm growing life, yada yada yada... but I can't help but worry about it. I worry to the point where I dread going to the doctor's office and get so anxious about stepping on their damn scale.
Tell me I'm not the only one who struggles with this.