I don't know if you've noticed lately, but I've been off the mark with a lot of things. My blog is suffering from a serious case of writer's block and I apologize for it.
The snarkiness that has made my blog what it is has taken a vacation.
The wit and humor that rules my world has taken a back seat to my grief.
As much as I try to cover it up, I haven't recovered from my Grandfather's death.
As much as I try to ignore his empty chair in the room, I can't.
And I don't know what to do.
I've got assignments to write, a story I'm sadly behind on, a blog that is suffering... but I can't get it together. I sit down everyday to write and nothing comes to mind. Sure, I've written about this only to delete it after a few paragraphs. I've tried to work around it and complain about some other mundane task.
The sad thing is, it's not only my blog that's suffering. It's everything. Take the smallest problem and I can whip it out of control leaving me snarling at people. Sure, I have my moments where I can forget about everything and truly enjoy the moment but as soon as I sit down to write about it, it slips away and leaves me numb.
So I apologize if my blog is sucking lately... this too will pass, I just need some time to adjust to life without my Grandfather and find the creative spark that made this blog shine.