Thursday, October 16, 2008

Randomness

Yesterday I moved my computer to a desk by the window. For the past two days every time I've sat here I get totally sidetracked and end up staring out the window at the clouds passing by... and then I get really, really sleepy. Wonder why that is....

I moved my computer b/c normally I'm in the same room as Roo and if she's taking a nap and I'm in there (even being as quiet as a mouse) she never sleeps well. So here I am... falling asleep and attempting an update in my drowsiness.

Good luck to you.

Last month I finally called my Mom and talked to her about all the crap that had been going on between us. It was a frustrating conversation with no apology from her and it ended with both of us disagreeing to disagree. And from then on, things have gotten back on track with us (but not between her and my husband). Today I get an email from my sister-in-law about problems she's having with my Mom and then I get an email from my Mom about her side of the story. I feel torn, simply b/c I love my Mom and I love my SIL. I can totally understand what my SIL is going through b/c I just went through it.

I hate all of this and just wish my family were normal. I wish my family could all get along and no one was negative about the others and everyone was happy-go-lucky.

But I live in reality and this is not possible. My family is not normal.

Then you have me... the black sheep who isn't a part of either group.

What a mess, huh?

It's enough to make you bang your head into a wall...

More randomness is that my daughter insists on wearing her bath suit to nap today... it's quite funny and cute. My husband is building a swamp buggy in the barn and there's a huge white crane (egret?) patrolling our pool looking for frogs to eat.


Yum!


And this, simply b/c I think it's funny.

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